Hey, does anyone on my f-list (a) live in CA and (b) want to let me live with them ALL SUMMER LONG so that I can audition for EVERY SINGLE open audition there is? Okay, obviously, I'm joking, and to be real, I want to spend this summer focused on learning Japanese, but of the many crazy pipedreams I have, becoming an actress is one of them. In the end, I'll probably spend this summer focusing on guitar (as well as Japanese, working, and school), because another crazy pipedream is to be a musician/in a band.

I wonder if being a street musician is fun. I think it would be scary. I mean, there are a lot of seemingly-homeless street musicians that I see, and for those who aren't, I feel like it'd take a lot of courage to put yourself out there like that, when in the end, you'd probably be annoying a lot of people. Or they wouldn't notice you. Still, I really like seeing street musicians. In the end, my father probably wouldn't let me anyway.

I've been scoping out places to apply for a job, although news on the street is that nobody is getting a job anywhere at all. I suppose that would be the recession at work... I could really use a job, though. (...as I'm sure everyone else could.) I'm going to be very busy this summer with history and English work and Japanese, and I don't even want to think about next school year. Which is fine, because I don't have to think about it, because this year isn't even over yet. In the end, I ought to stop worrying, because worrying does no good.

Also, new song by Dave Matthews Band called "Funny The Way It Is." It's a good song, and I'm enjoying it. (And to keep my theme going, "in the end it doesn't even matter.")